Me happy for now...

So much happened on sat and sunday but not enough time to blog so here's a summarized version of what happened...
Finally, my piano arrived after 7 years of learning piano...
But not tuned yet so it sounds horrible..
Rushed for cell and had to run to catch the bus but conviently 4got that i strained my thigh muscle so after boarding the bus, my leg started hurting and i only ran 100m!!!
Then cell was quite fun, played a game then started sharing our goals for the year.
Then after that, went 2 manna to buy the hillsong piano score bk that i've been eyeing for 3 weeks.. Finally...
Then was checking out the book... So nice... start obsessing over hillsong...
Then service... I dun noe why, but church is the one place where I seem to cry or at least shed tears very often... And i always feel especially guilty..
But fast foward to sunday!
Went for IMprint meeting and heard about the different sections. Then after that, fill in sign-up form and finally chose illustrations as first choice..
then rushed to grandma's hse 2 help with spring cleaning then went to marina to buy my new bowling ball! Yah! now got reactive one liao.. =)
After that, went back and do some hw and then went auntie's hse for her b'dae celebration then rushed hm 2 clear up somemore hw and only slept at 11...
A rather busy sunday...
That's all lah
i want to go and play the piano liao... bye pples.

Just so tired..

Warning: Entry might be depressing...
Ok, thanks to some people who have turned my life upside down and yet, I can't say a thing...
Why do i even bother to consider other's feelings? That's one of my strong points yet one of my weakness...
Today, was already so tired mentally and physically from school, then still got CCA.
I suspect i strained my leg muscle during bowling on tue but still go 4 PE and CCA...
Then just couldn't take the lessons today, especially the last lesson of the day... Was so tired and watching the mainstream people walk past our class didn't help...
They're released half an hour earlier...
Then in bowling, was so inconsistent cos ball too light...
Coach asked me to get 12 pound liao but then problem arises...
Get from where? Friends and coach say different thing so i m stuck in between...
Then when come home, turns out internet server busy so had to release stress by playing "virtual cop 2".
Dun care if the game was lame, it help me cooled down... Quite accurate shooting somemore... 91% accuracy...
Thank goodness internet back on... Hopefully when i wake up tmr, it'll b a brand new day... n i'll feel better...

Obsession over?

Back to blogging as a break from work.
Monday, went to Jurong Point and then was just window shopping...
Looking at all the things I want but cannot have...
Went to jigsaw puzzle shop to inquire about price of jigsaw puzzle frame cos completed 1000 pcs jigsaw puzzle last year then never frame yet...
Then while waiting for her to call the other shops to see where there was stock, I looked at the jigsaw puzzles in the shop and took so long...
There were my usual favourites: Disney princesses (1000 pcs) and one very nice one of most Disney characters... 2000 pcs!!! Then, those very nice glow-in the dark dolphin jigsaw puzzles and also the cute puppies!
Then afterwards, went to Life bookshop to check whether they have the hillsong piano score book...
Been obsessing over it for few weeks liao... Have to wait til this sat b4 can buy from church bkshop..
Then went to some other shops with also cute things...
Gift-A-Name is so nice lor! So many new things since I last went! Everything seems so cute!!!
I m crazy liao, want to buy so many things!
Oh ya, did I mention that I will have a piano this sat? Finally! After 7 years of using my cousin's piano! A piano that I can call my own...
Can't wait...
And maybe, just maybe, a new bowling ball this sunday...
After all, the coach did ask me to buy one soon so have to check with parents...
Oh ya, have music for my blog liao... Song is "One Way" by Hillsong...
Warning: Music is very loud!!
Gtg now... And update wishlist! lol

Shao's b'dae

Weekend too busy so never blog..
Fri, went to Shao's hse... lol
Ate pizza and then later started wrecking the kitchen with cornflakes..
Mixed chocolate with cornflakes, raisins, lime and lemon bits... Yummy.. Very sweet.
Played with shao's puppies! So cute!
I want to hug muffin and pet regal...
I miss the dogs...
Oh ya, we helped hui shi overcome her fear of dogs or at least those two.
Then brought the dogs for a walk to the park and then went to shell to buy water for us and the dogs..
However, the dogs not used to drinking from our hands so had to wait til we went back to shao's hse..
When walking back, passed a hse that was not locked and a big dog came out!
Glo started running til shao told her to stop.
Shao was trying so hard to calm the big doggie down.Luckily, we reached shao's hse b4 the dog came after us! Whew!
Then after a while, was the bbq..
We were "force-fed" by kor's family..
Then after eating, go play with the dogs again!!
Finally left at 9:30pm...
So sad...

Then sat, had to miss cell and church cos meeting mum's friends...
Went to Geylang for durian. Had durian for dinner!
Then went to mum's friend's hse and only left at 10!

Severe lack of sleep!

Quizssss

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Maybe you should try.

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Your Hidden Power Is Water

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on occasions.

Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
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that goes to your waist.

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Oops, got obsessed with quizes...
Yeh, got a new piano on tue! So happy but have 2 wait til 29/1 b4 they can deliver...
Guess my mood is quite gd now...
Can't wait 2 go shao's hse tmr and mayb... wreck the kitchen! lol
Kor, relax lar, we'll clean up, or at least i think so!

Just slacking 4 a while...

Sheesh, just the third week of the year and so many problems...
It's like all my problems snowballed and just hit me at the same time.
Have anyone of you ever feel that you don't fit in?
You long to fit in but you just can't?
Example: In church, i only have those few friends that I can talk to and sometimes when i'm with them, it still seems like i dun exist. I dun noe. Maybe it's just me but still I feel that although i'm more comfortable in church now compared to last time, I still feel that I dun belong completely.
There is this clique?
Btw, if any1 from church reads this and feels bothered, sorry. It's not intentional but this are what I feel at times..
I guess rite now, I'm trying to find out who I really am. Not just being someone else just to fit in and make friends. I dun noe, this mite seem vague but i feel like i've lost my identity.
Compared now to the times when we were younger, then all our problems seem so trivial. but life was still so peaceful and happy, this pure happiness...
Now, my life is still filled with happiness but of a different kind...
Ok, what I've been saying doesn't make sense, rite? sigh...

Me against the world???

Been a week since i last updated. Sorri to anyone who does read my blog, though i doubt so...
Just these three days, so many ups and downs. Mum was upset with me over something then lasted in cold treatment and was only resolved the next day.
Then today, Glo had to ask whether I wanted to go 2 NUS school of math and science...
She very persuasive, (not that I blame u, glo) but now thinking about it.
Thinking= haven't made up mind, k?
Sigh. I just wish that for once my life could just be peaceful without any worries...
Oh ya, just want to find out, what is ur reaction when someone says u're guai?
How do you feel? Cos it's like when pple say I'm guai, i kind of resent it til i realize that guai is actually a positive term but then the meaning has changed.
I mean, is it wrong to be guai??
Sometimes, I just find it so hard to keep my convenant with God and yet live in this world. It's just so hard to not conform to the world. There are times where i wished that I could just give in but no... I have to perserve!
Hey, could u all just tag whether u think i shud go NUS school of math and science? Pls...

I dun care what people will say,
I'm running after you.
I won't turn back and go their way,
I'm running after you.
No matter what may come my way,
I'm running after you.
It's you I'm following today,
I'm running after you.

Just rattling on...

One week of school already...
Overslept today... *sniffs* Started panicking until I reached school on time.
Aiyah, tomorrow still got bowling.
Although I enjoyed bowling, I will be so tired tomorrow lor. Bowling at Marina South!!!
It'll take at least 1 hr to reach home so have to cram homework now.

New Year, new class, new bloggie...

Finally made all the changes 2 my blogskin after an irritating half an hour of com going crazy on me, as usual...
Today, first day of school, so many changes!
Different class... *sniffs* No longer with gan jie and kor and debbie...
Then after sitting arrangement was decided, turns out i m sitting in the front of the class... First row! So sad... Not used to it cos last year, always sit at the back.
But at least glo was in the same class.
Now have 2 recesses and also released half an hour later.
But most of the teachers still the same... *sniff sniff*
This year, very few GEP juniors, guess most of them went RGS.
Very tired now even though today was very slack... So got to go soon. Shall try to blog more regularly from now onwards...