Saturday, September 30, 2006

soft toys!

Haha. Can't think of a title so decided to use this for now. Heehee. Too many soft toys are appearing in school, especially this term. Let's see. Current count: 4 toys. Lol. Highly amusing and interesting for everyone. Especially yesterday. It's been too long since the 4 of us could just go hyper in E1-14, ya? Heehee. I like my handphone picture. Renee, I want your boyfriend! So cute! Rofl. Okok. Let me clarify something. Renee's boyfriend isn't a person, ok? Haha. Never mind.

Shall I blog about yesterday? -thinks- Okies! Why not? Since I'll only start work after I'm done blogging.. =p Mentoring session. Urk. When did I start helping mei with leading the discussion? Pft. Never mind. At least it's only this once. =) Then physics. The usual copying and stuff. Mhmm. Break. Relatively normal and stuff? Math bridging module. Ziah. Thanks to mei ah, I'm no longer progressing along with the teacher. Tend to tune out and do what I can by myself/or with mei and nes's help. So was starting on the homework during lesson time. Oops? But still not as fast as mei who's finished everything? 0.0 Then biology bridging module... Pft. No video yesterday. Haha. Never mind. And lesson learnt: Last minute mugging for biology quiz doesn't work. =p Had time for lunch between biology bridging module and chemistry extra lesson. Whew. Luckily. Was getting hungry. Chemistry took less time than expected so 4 of us could go occupy E1-14 for a longer time. Initially, we were all doing our whole things (e.g reading and stuff), then after quite some time, we got more hyper. Mhmm. =) And why am I the one always getting poked? Especially unfair when you all ganged up and poke me at the same time... -pouts- Haha. Oh well.

After staying in school, rushed down to Serene for dinner with mel and saac. Then went to church and met Sis Jas to prepare for Glorify. Still think I get very nervous. Whee! Lcell was in the auditorium. Since it was open and no one else was using it. =) -bounce- Hmm. Getting more and more used to being in Lcell. Compared to the start of the year and all, I think I've improved in certain areas. But of course, there are things I still need to work on. Lots of things. Mhmm. Talked to mei on the phone on the way home. Thank you! =) Heehee. Went home and attempted to do a bit of chemistry lab report. Oh well. Then started reading and erm... -cough- slept relatively late/early. Not intentional. =p Made up for it by not getting out of bed til 10.

Heehee. Guess I better stop slacking and try to figure out the calculations for chemistry?

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

wed 2-4pm

Hmm... After writing those articles last week and all, I was right, I would get a break from writing. Ya. Was only asked to write something towards the end of journalism. But mainly, I did proof-reading. For the don't know how many times. And it's always the same few pages? But yes, I found it amusing (in the ironic way) that the first set of papers I had to proof read were the descriptions of the pioneer batch of Year 3s. Looking through the names, the pictures, the mentor group descriptions... Whew. Luckily I didn't have to write out the surnames of each of the students for two of the mentor groups. The copy I was proof-reading wasn't updated. Whew. If not, -cringe-. But it's kind of interesting to just read through everything again and again. Black and white pictures of the seniors.

If you all haven't figured out the irony, then never mind. But yes, found it rather ironic that I was proof-reading that set of documents. Laadeedaa. Oh well. Side note: I know the surnames of a few more people? -amused-

can't sleep

Times like this, I'm thankful that the computer's in my room with internet connection. In fact, this's the first time I've turned on the computer to blog just because I couldn't sleep. Mhmm. Ok. Before I blog any further, I have to decide something. Which line of thought to blog about. There's obviously a reason why I'm still up, ya? No matter how much I can't sleep, rarely do I reach this state when sleep really doesn't come easily. For me, that's shocking. But I'm getting used to it. At least I know why I can't sleep.

Think I'll just be vague. Note: If you don't understand the entry, it's understandable. I'll try not to blog with any particular audience in mind but a lot of the things would have to be inferred and you'll need to have some contextual knowledge (-cringe. history.) to figure out.

Some changes are reversible. Sure, there are some there aren't reversible but it can continue changing into something better. At least, that's what I'm hoping. Hope. That is one of the few things keeping me going. And as usual, various promises I made to myself and to others keep me from falling and feeling the impact as much. They're like safety mattresses. I can take them away and just fall, bearing the full blow. Still, I haven't reached that point yet. Fortunately?

Oh well. My pillow will be extremely comfortable to sleep on later if I can find the right position to place my head. The pillow has different temperature at different places. Wonder why. Heehee. Maybe it's due to the aircon. Who knows? It's highly tempting to stay up the whole night but I'll opt for escaping from all this through sleep. If only I can fall asleep.

Retreat and taking a rest might be tactics for war and all but somehow, I still feel like I'm walking away. I've hurt those I care for and love before. Sorry. If only I coud stop doing that... I don't know how but I really want to know. Just to see them well, I'll give as much as I can.

Mood: tired
Music: If I never knew you

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

quotes

"Memories are important. They're something you can hold on to."

"Memories are precious. Even bad ones. They make us who we are."

"I should let him shelter me a bit, stop jabbing at him, leave my own fear behind. But the fear remained."

"Learn from water. Water is malleable, water is gentle, but drops of water wear away stone, and everything it touches is shaped by its passing."

Hmm. All these are taken from the book I'm reading right now, The Fifth Sacred Thing. The first two lines, I don't think I need to explain why I typed them out. How true... Now, just to combine both together. Memories are important and precious. Even bad ones. They're something you can hold on to and make us who we are. Hmm. Sums it up, pretty well, ya? Again, more things are starting to mean more and more to me. The slightest things can trigger off these whole string of thoughts and stuff.

Third line(s) quoted was for the idea behind the line. The whole "being protected and all is good but there's still fear"... Hmm. Don't feel like elaborating.

Last one. Ahh. My "element". Still have that line from Memoirs of a Geisha in my diary. Also about water, or to be precise, the nature of water. I don't know. Though I'm sure I've displayed both sides of water before, there's one side that feels more natural than the other. It's fairly obvious which side I prefer and am more used to... Sighs. But today, it was a bit towards the other side. Not that I "unleashed" it. But ya.. It was waiting. -cringe- Sounds like I have a split personality, ya? Lol. But nah... Not understanding what I blog about either.

Ok. Enough about elaborating on the quotes and all. Think I'll try to finish more biology homework. Sighs. But really, not in the mood to. Physically and mentally.

Monday, September 25, 2006

you give me wings

You give me wings when I'm falling
You lift me up when I'm down

- Lyrics from "You give me wings"

Hmm. Heard this song yesterday on Singapore Idol. It's an original song composed for the winner of Singapore Idol. The lyrics are really meaningful. Ever more so in this period of time. Was pointing out to mei how this song is so suitable for song dedications and all. Mhmm. Been wanting to blog but can't think of what to blog about.. Or rather reluctant to blog about the things that are taking up most of my thoughts.

Ack. Still very sleepy. Was using the computer then decided to lie down for awhile and ended up making myself comfortable (e.g hugging a soft toy, covering myself with the comforter) and taking a short nap. Was smart enough to set an alarm though. =p After all the times when a short nap resulted in me sleeping for more than an hour. Yeps. Okies. Better stop using the computer. Shall go practice a bit of piano... =)

Saturday, September 23, 2006

balancing act

Can't think of a title so shall leave it blank.

-cringe- The entry from 2 days ago was so out of character. In the sense that I've tried to bring those kind of entries down to a minimum. Oh well. Things have improved. In a way. Want to blog but have no idea what to blog about. But yes. Right now, everything's just very calm. All the various situations. It's like balancing on a tightrope. I still have the balance and all but one wrong step, one push and everything will probably collaspe.

At least, it's still bearable now. But the silence of the house does gets a bit irritating at times.

~at least, I still have something to grab hold onto if I fall. Thanks.~

Thursday, September 21, 2006

broken promises

Though it hurts when people don't keep their promise or I don't keep my promise to others which results in them getting hurt, there's one last situation in which it hurts so much. Me not keeping my promises to myself. So many broken today. Fine, maybe not so many. But the few that I don't want to break the most just had to be broken. And it was my own actions that caused me to break that promise I made to myself.

It's highly tempting to blog one of those entries with a lot of references to "you" and all but there's not much of a point, ya? It's the easy way out to blog. The harder one is actually addressing people face to face. I've been avoiding that. Guess I've got to settle everything soon.
Whee! The piano calls. Actually, a lot of things/places are calling out my name. Shall see how well I am able to respond to these "calls". But highly doubt can answer those "calls". Situation doesn't permit. And some of them, I'm trying my best not to respond to those calls. I can't.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

tired

Whoa. Other than selective hearing, looks like I have selective timing. In the sense that my mind chooses when to think about stuff at such wonderful times.

Yayness. Biology test tomorrow. Though I could always do the speed-read through notes way of studying, I actually want to do well in the test. Urk. Of all times to want to do well. I want to study but as usual, it really depends on my mood. Right now, I just want a break. Not just going to the kitchen and grabbing a snack. More than that. -thinks of places- Let's see. Other than biology test tomorrow, there's a chemistry quiz tomorrow and chem lab notebook due. Quiz, first lesson of the day. And my chemistry grade is low enough already. Then after end of school tomorrow, study for expo and log exam. And have to complete math bridging module homework. I really dislike it when my mind chooses to be selective about when I care about academic matters. If it was constantly care/don't care, it's easier to deal with. But at random times, I'll just remember the importance of studies and/or need to prove something to myself and fulfil certain personal expectations.

Sighs. I should go off and study and finish all those things, right? But I've learned that it's no point trying to study if I can't focus. So will allow myself to go on for a while more before I stop blogging. On the bright side, everything should be better after friday afternoon. But first, have to endure through tomorrow and friday. =) Oh well. How bad can it get? There's this resignation to it all. I've been through similar experiences for me to get too worried. Ohh. And realized that I'm sleepy. Sleepy enough to sleep now actually. Just lie down for awhile so ya... Ack. Better continue sitting upright, if not...

CCA - journalism

Urk. I really shoudn't be blogging now, ya? But guess what, I don't really care that much now cause my mood's really too low. I want to get the chemistry week article done but first, I have to write the introduction. Once I can do that, I'll be able to write. Even though I've just written out the points to be covered on foolscap, I doubt I'll be able to start.

Right now, I feel like getting out of the computer lab. It's very restricting to be confined to within the 4 walls. CCA. I have to make up my mind soon. I can't continue on with this attitude if I'm going to stay in Journalism. But if I'm not going to, then what CCA? Though choir was rather an appealing choice, note the "was". Laadeedaa. Mhmm. I don't know... Been having a rather crazy idea to have a certain CCA started in this school but it's really not that feasible and highly impossible. Not the time for it anyway. But yes, shall push that idea to the back of my head.

Whee! I have 35 minutes to finish one article. Quite alright actually but first I have to get into the mood. =p Ack. Some corner's of the school's calling my name. Heehee. -shrugs- Ok. Just try my best to focus and finish up the article and then leave Journalism slightly earlier.

Ohh. There's one feature of livejournal which I rather like and I think I'll do that for this blog.

Mood: thinking (too much...)
Music: Shooting Star - Boyzone (it's an obscure song from Hercules)

Monday, September 18, 2006

so close

I've been on the verge of tears for quite some time, not referring to any day in particular but ya... It's really too often for my liking but never mind. As long as it doesn't get any worse (I'm too hopeful), I'm still not too worried and will just accept it.

Hmm, started reading through my blog entries. Since someone mentioned that my old entries used to be a lot more open, I decided to read through to judge for myself. Yeps. Oh well. I don't know. But one thing's for sure, I'm blogging more often this year.

Today could have been better. Then again, most days are like that, it can always be better. I want to blog but have no idea what to blog about since I typed another entry elsewhere. Go figure which blog. -amused- Can't believe I maintain most of my blogs. Let's see. There's my MSN space which has about 1 entry a month, this blog, the obsession one (which is dead), private blog and my lj account. Haha. My lj's really just used for typing to mei/nes/kor or this latest "craze" that nes started. Mhmm. That's about it?

Shall go attempt to do my work or play the piano.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

another sunday

Just feel like doing a recount of today. Mhmm.

Start off with this morning. As in the first few hours of the day. Couldn't sleep. Was really restless and came so close to turning the computer on to blog. Slept later than I preferred. Then again, I would prefer to be able to sleep all the way from the time my head hits the pillow til my alarm clock rings but that doesn't happen so getting used to the change in sleeping times. I have to. Woke up at 8 and started getting ready to meet mei at Jurong East Central for breakfast. Chee cheong fun with prawns is nice! Even if it's a bit oily...

Went Jurong Regional to do CIP. Laadeedaa. Basically, if you need a workout, go help out at the library. You get to walk around and arrange the books and carry stacks of books. Whee! ^_- But yes, it was kind of interesting to see how the librarians sorted out the books and stuff. After that, walked around the library for a quick while then went to grandma's house for lunch. Turns out they were making mooncakes so everyone just helped. Ohh! Gloria came. *I'm referring to my cousin, not glo from nanyang. Got a chance to go view elmi jie jie's new house. =) I like the colour of the various walls. -smiles- It's really nice. Laadeedaa. Then more mooncake making... Finally used up all the supplies bought and could eat dinner. Was rather sleepy (and maybe tired too?) so almost fell asleep there. Came back home, bathe and stone in front of the computer. Think I'll go sleep early today. Will deal with homework tomorrow or something. No, not sleeping now though. It's only 9. But probably before 10. Mhmm.

joy and sorrow.

There are quite a few things that I want to blog about but most of them aren't things for this public blog. Pft. Never mind.

More than ever, I thank God for directing me at the end of last year. While entering NUS High hasn't always been that smooth-sailing despite how things might seem, I don't regret the decision I made. It's been hitting me these two days how this school served as a resting place for me but it'll also be the next "battle-field". But I really don't mind. I've had my chance to rest. At least I had that.

And it's great to know that I haven't changed much. Really. But yes, I just want to say that no matter how things might seem to be, I'm still me. I'm thankful that I can still be happy over simple things such as walking home from the busstop and feeling the breeze and enjoying the view of the night sky. During F.U.E.L today, I gushed over a powerpoint background. But yes, it's nice to know that I'm still me. Various other events have proved it. And because I'm still me, my priorities hasn't changed. So to you, all you need to do is call and I'll do my best to be there. Even now. No matter what. I made a promise to you and I still intend to keep it. There.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

ramblings - quizzes overload

My Personality
Neuroticism
60
Extraversion
18
Openness To Experience
52
Agreeableness
89
Conscientiousness
11
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Hmm... Rather interesting?

You Are 52% Happy
You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.


Whee! I shaln't comment too much for each result since I intend to do quite a lot. Basically, I'm just taking the links of those isaac did on his blog. Heehee. Not much work to do anyway so can afford time for all these. =) Hmm. This result is rather true?

Your Brain's Pattern
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.


Uhhuh. Right.

Your EQ is 133
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.


Whoa. I doubt I would havve gotten low but this is still relatively high. Still... All quiz results are to be taken with a pinch of salt. Or maybe two pinch. =p

Your Life Path Number is 5
Your purpose in life is to life freely and collect experiences.
You love life - new adventures, new people, new ideas.You are very curious, and you crave novelty in all forms.You tend to make friends easily, and you enjoy the company of all types of people.
In love, you are fun and even a bit intoxicating. But you won't stick around for long.
You are impulsive and spontaneous - which sometimes leads you to do things you regret.Sometimes you can be overindulgent with food, sex, or drugs.You have many talents, so many that you are often scattered and unfocused.


-blinks- Some parts might reflect me but some parts are quite off?

Your Element Is Water
A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious.That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep.
Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily.You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves.You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.


Ah. Water again. =) Isaac, how long did it take to do so many quiz?! 0.0 Haha. Never mind. I'm being amused by the results and it calms me down to sit in front of the computer. Compared to 2 hours ago... =p Heehee. Shall blog about that later.

Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.And in return, you expect the same from who you love.Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.You probably have had a couple significant loves.And you may have even had your heart broken.But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.You know a relationship is not about getting your way.And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.


-blinks- There's one part I really have this reaction: ^_- and disagree with. Experience level... Like dots. No. of times I dated. Let's see. If you really know me, you should know the answer.

You Are Sunshine
Soothing and calm. You are often held up by others as the ideal. But too much of you, and they'll get burned
You are best known for: your warmth
Your dominant state: connecting


Only those around me can judge how accurate this is.

Your Values Profile
Loyalty:
You value loyalty a fair amount.You're loyal to your friends... to a point.But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.
Honesty:
You value honesty a fair amount.You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."
Generosity:
You value generosity a fair amount.You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!
Humility:
You value humility highly.You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.
Tolerance:
You value tolerance a fair amount.You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas.You have very few prejudices that you're aware of.And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.


Hmm. Another one that's fairly accurate? Can't be bothered to analyze line by line so yes. =p A few more to go so hang in there for the results. =p Heehee.

Your Aura is Blue
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor


Whee! -bounce- I'm biased. I like anything that has a link to water including the colour. =p

Your Power Color Is Teal
At Your Highest:
You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.
At Your Lowest:
You feel in a slump and lack creativity.
In Love:
You tend to be many people's ideal partner.
How You're Attractive:
You make people feel confident and accepted.
Your Eternal Question:
"What Impression Am I Giving?"


Ah... Another interesting result. Never mind, shaln't elaborate or anything. =p

What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.
You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.
You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think.
Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.
For you, falling in love is all about flirting and feeling playful. You couldn't fall in love with someone who took life too seriously.


Hmm. I look at the last part and raise my eyebrows again. And the line about forgiving and forgetting... It really depends on the situation, ya?

How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.


0.0 The line about friends... Hmm. Those who know me for a while, please tell me what you think? I kind of disagree. Mhmm. That's about it though.

Ahh... Finally the end of the quiz results but nope, I'm not going to end the blog entry yet. =p

Got to recap today. Quite a few high points today. Or should I say very high? I'll fast foward to the end of school? =) CCA.. Erm. Bearable, I guess? Actually finished my article and managed to come up with a blog entry on my MSN space. Then after that! -bounce- As usual, nes, mei and I stayed up and the sad thing was our normal classroom was taken by the Drama Club and so we were roaming around and nes tried the classroom opposite from E1-14 and the door was unlocked! It's unbelievable. Haha. Considering how it's almost always locked. Not that I mind it being unlocked. =) Listening to music, going to the canteen for milo dinosaur and famous amos cookies. =p Then more music and "karaoke" session. Whee! We were all seriously high throughout. -bounce-

Then parents came to pick me up which disrupted the plans I had to go IMM after school Pft. So I turned the situation around and suggested going to IMM! Heehee. Had an ulterior motive. Mhmm. But anyway, went there and even had time to drop by Mini Toons. Twice. =) -bounce- I want to buy the whole shop! But never mind, shall console myself by hugging my big doggie now since it's from there. The best part of the day was when my mum and I left IMM and we walked to the childcare to pick up my brother. I was really, really high and hyper. As in, it's obvious from the way I walk (actually, walk + a bit of jumping) and the tone of my voice. Mhmm. Wished any of those 3 were there so that I could have passed it on but never mind, shall attempt to go hyper on friday. =) Ohh! Bought more snowskin mooncakes. Haha. That was random.

Ok. I shall stop making you all read this really whole entry so there. Goodnight. And yes, I doubt I'll be on MSN much since the computer with MSN doesn't have internet connection for now and my dad doesn't want me to install it on this computer. That's all. Bye!

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

7 questions

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours.

Doing this again. This time for kor. Mhmm.

Kor:
1. You are good at pulling out random books. (whee!)
2. Pack your file and keep it that way. (Heehee. Had something else in mind but then it wouldn't work since you'll throw it back at me. Namely, ban a certain phrase.)
3. Blue! (No, actually should be multi-colour. Whee! I'm going a bit crazy now.)
4. Kor's nice!
5. Hmm. First time I was at Renee's house and you called her and I was thinking "must be that senior from YO". =p Term 2.
6. Eagle. (Ok... I give really random answers for this question.)
7. Again, I can't think of anything to ask. Since I normally ask the question once I think of it. Mhmm.

There. Haha. Those bracketed comments are amusing. -bounce- Should I do that too for mei's? Never mind. Yayness. I really should be doing work but don't want to. =p Especially a bit of the SL project report and the article on charity concert for CCA. Oops? Why can't I sign into Windows Messenger? -whines-

Whee! Random comment time. The florist at JE MRT sells Kalms bears at really expensive prices. Was walking around with sylvie today and then saw this huge bear in the display window which was $400+?! Even the minature version which has the height of an A4 paper is like $40+?! Ack. I don't want to stop blogging. Shall go on then...

Ohh. What is it with people not believing it when I tell them it's my first time at -insert activity-? For example, pool. Then yesterday, art. Trying to throw a pot. Ms Ching complimented me and asked whether it was really my first time. Uhhuh. -blinks- I'm not that good til it's perfect and all but really, it's kind of nice to be able to handle the task well enough. So ya... Just finding it interesting.

Let's see. Shall blog about today. Nothing much except that I miss mei! Pft. Never mind. Went school later since I saw no point in going early. Was kind of weird to stand alone during flag-rising since I was in the center of the line. Heehee. Then chemistry. Mei, you don't have that much to catch up but you missed a quiz. Mhmm. Break. Chinese. -cringe- Was trying to stay awake. He spent 40 minutes going through one zuo wen question. Uhhuh. Then after that, english. -bounce- For once. Too bad you missed it, mei. She was asking as to identify the title of the songs based on the lyrics and stuff. Then later, had to come up with new song lyrics for an existing tune and the lyrics were supposed to be about one of the topics we've studied so far. E.g. Persuation/Argument/Reviews, etc... Mhmm. -feels rather accomplished- Tell you more about it tomorrow or something. Lunch. A part of it was spent in a classroom and blasting music. =) Relaxing. Physics. Haha. Skip to music theory. As usual, doing and doing more theory. Mhmm. After that, went JE central with sylvie. Gave the library a miss due to time constraints. Pft. That's about it, I guess. Ok... This paragraph seems to be an account of school. Weirdness.

Monday, September 11, 2006

got tagged.

Oh well. Mei tagged me to do this (as usual...) so yeps. Hmm. If anyone of you wants me to do, just leave a tag on my blog or something then I'll answer the questions for you.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours.

Mei:
1. Your personality's like Gabriella! =)
2. Agree with me, kor and vanessa when we praise you.
3. Pink, purple, blue. Haha. Basically, your few scrunchie colours that I see the most.
4. You're nice too!
5. Erm. Erm. Let's see. I don't remember much about you from last year except that you were chasing everyone for money. Treasurer. Glo was slacking so much.
6. Deer. Random but yeps.
7. Ack. I can't think of a question. Guess it's because we just ask each other the questions straight away.

What mei said about me:
1) Fun to tease. Though remember never to take me seriously about stuff like that. Hahaha.
2) Not stay up and talk on the phone for at least one whole month.
3) White (don't ask me why. I've no idea either.)
4) Your chio-ness!! WHEE. Haha. Erm. Fine. Your niceness. xD
5) Haha. I dunno leh. Lol.
6) Dolphin! Lalala.
7) Haha. Will ask when I think of something to ask. (again)

Disclaimer: I do not agree with the first part of (4). Mhmm. And er.. I doubt I can fulfil (2). Oh well. I'll try my best, ok? But erm... Seriously, I doubt so.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

1/2 of sep hols

Hmm. Haven't been blogging cause I wasn't in the mood or had no time, not because of my computer. Heehee. In fact, it was fine the night I went back home from mei's house. Mhmm.

Let's see. I'll do a short recap of the past few days.

Wednesday. Went out with kor, mei and nes to catch "The Devil wears Prada" @ Cineleisure. Rather interesting. Then after that, headed to Plaza Sing. Then walked around more at Plaza Sing. Basically, one day of rest away from the 4 walls at home and a pile of homework. Yeps. =) Laadeedaas. (Do I sense someone trying to keep the mood up?)

Thursday. Attempting to do homework but to be honest, not that successful. =p Evening time, dinner with the section (or those who could make it) and then watched "A Series of Unfortunate Events" at Powerbase. Very comfy beanbags. =)

I'll skip friday because there wasn't much to blog about. Saturday... Hmm. Lunch with Sis Serena before service. Just a time of catching up? Service - Faith promise. FUEL - time management. Haha. What a suitable topic. My time management is almost non-existent. Cause I tend to mix up my priorities. =p Dinner with mel, jeann and isaac. Then... *drum roll* went home. And got my handphone confiscated. Haha. Yeps. My mum was angry at the fact that I only drank 1 cup of water from the time I woke up til the time I reached home. (in my defence, I drank a lot of liquid such as coke but nvm...) So yes, my dad suggested hitting where it hurt the most so had to surrender my phone. Surprisingly, I was rather numb to it all and didn't freak out like normal. Guess that isn't what hurts the most. As I wrote in my diary after my phone was confiscated, it isn't taking away of material things that hurt the most. I do value them but there are some things I value more. Mhmm.

Today. Usual. Went to my dad's house. Attempted to do work but as usual, not that successful. Thanks mei for helping. =) And since I was rather bored there, installed AuditionSea on the computer. It's basically an online dancing game where you "dance" using the keyboard. Kind of sad that I'm actually playing that. But since I'm there only once a month or so, can't get addicted so didn't see the harm in playing and amusing myself. Today and every other sunday I'm there just serves to reinforce my theory that ... I have almost no appetite on Sundays. I'm fine with eating my lunch at 3pm and (almost) skipped dinner. Forced myself to buy something and brought it home to eat. So there. Then finished up my physics project and finally I'm blogging...
This entry is still shorter than what I want but never mind, really got to sleep now. School starts again tomorrow. Swimming PE first thing in the morning. How fun.

Side note: It's hard to find PJs that don't have some cute hello-kitty or some other cartoon on them. (Need PJs for swimming...) Found a nice blue one though. Plain enough.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

meeting up with mei

Whoa. Met up with mei yesterday, today and probably tomorrow. Yesterday and today was to do physics project. Tomorrow's just to catch "The Devil wears Prada" with her, nes and maybe kor? Mhmm.

Haha. Both days have been rather fun and bearable even though we met up for -cringe- physics. Let's see... Yesterday, she came over at 9am and fattened her up a bit with mashed potatoes before going to the library. Lunch followed by a trip to popular for stationery. Ohh! We bought matching notebooks! =) Then went back to my house where my computer decided to die and couldn't boot up. Which explains why I've been missing from MSN and probably won't be on much the next few days. So no blog entries, i think. Managed to do 2 sections of our report before we decided to rest for the day and watched "Ice Princess". Yayness! I got mei wanting to look for the soundtrack. Forgot how nice it was already. Mhmm. =)

Today... Went over to her house at 10am and then started doing more work and typing out our report. We came up with a very nice system. One of us would be using the computer and typing out the stuff while the other one slacks. And then we alternate. Works pretty well actually. Since each of us have sections we prefer to do so it's fairly even. =) And yayness! We finally completed the project. Fine... At least 90% of it anyway. Left the pasting of the information unto the board and the decoration. That's up to me to do... Worried about destroying the board. -pressurized- Haha. Never mind.

Okies. It's past 5:30pm now... I really should leave mei's house now. -shudders at the thought of the rush hour crowd- Haiz. Hopefully my computer gets repaired soon so I can go online more often. Mhmm. Bye for now. Ohh! One more thing. Realized that me and mei have the habit of talking to inanimate objects. At first, I said it was more normal than talking to yourself but then I realized that at least you get a response when you talk to yourself but when you talk to inanimate objects... Rofl. Whee! I'm sleepy but now getting a bit crazy. Mhmm. =) Okies. Question of the day: Does talking to inanimate objects run in the family?

Sunday, September 03, 2006

everything in a new light

Hmm... Thank you mel for having dinner with me yesterday. =) It was great being able to talk freely with someone. Anyway, realized how things have changed when I was answering some questions that mel asked.

I've realized for quite some time already that the situations I find myself in is really different compared to before. But it's different when you actually acknowledge it and accept that the situation has changed. I guess that's what happened last night when I couldn't sleep and started writing in my diary. (Ok... I'm not really making sense. Heehee. Even I can't figure out what I'm trying to write about.)

Okies. Enough of the weird vague sentences and all, time to blog about events and stuff? Yayness. It's the sep hols. =) Even though it's only a 1 week break, that means it's 1 week where I don't have to wake up at 6am. =) Time to catch up on my sleep. As much as possible anyway. And besides, I get the house to myself for the whole day. There's already certain activities planned for this holiday such as mei coming over to discuss -cringe- physics project, going out to watch "The Devil wears Prada". Mhmm... That's about it for now, I think.

Uhhoh. Better stop spending time on the computer. Time to tidy up the house/my room since mei's coming over. Heehee. Actually, I'm just going to fold the clothes while watching the last disc of that dancing series that I've neglected since the June holidays. Yeps. =p